It took me 'til now to find out the resolution.
I have to leave. I've been the only problem.
From my parents to my school.
I'm a problem.
I can't stand myself, I'm so stressed my hair falls out.
My smile is so fake it even convinces me that I'm happy.
My mind hasn't had a break for 4 years..not ever..not for a second..not even if I closed my eyes..
I ruin everything I touch.. anything I look at..
I can't be loved..I love food.. that's all I want.. I don't want him, or her, or that. I WANT FOOD. And to be alone. Call be selfish, I say fuck off.. My life was gone before it started..
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