she stood up before she could get too into his eyes..before the world in closed like a book and they were on the outside. She stepped out of their bubble and pushed him away. She couldn't get too close. She went through these thoughts over and over again like they were a daily alarm. She'd tell herself this is silly you are only 15 you don't know what love is...you won't ever know because you don't want this. All it brings is trouble, daily worries, and a broken heart....but maybe that wasn't love. Maybe it is sweet blood warming, goose bump moments and arguments from just caring too much ending in laughs and hugs. It could be the understanding, the stretch we'd go even if we can't reach that far..I love him..heavenly father, please let this last and let it end as sweet as it begun."Why do you do that?! Baby can you please stop pushing me away?" He interrupted the peaceful thoughts that she almost felt content in. She saw it coming. Romeo hadn't understood what was happening what daily debates crossed her head making her worry if she was going absolutely insane. He just thought it was him, something he did. What could Juliet say? How could she explain that if she gets in over her head it won't be pretty and he will just leave, plus the fact she doesn't want to leave reality again. She liked where she was now, her family connecting again, her new school, her new friends and old friends. She got it all at where she was calm, she just didn't want to escape in a teenage love affair where she knows life isn't how everyone else sees it. Letting her mouth open without thinking happened too much, "just leave me alone.." Instantly she regretted the words, poison spilling out of her own mouth. Where had that possibly come from?! That didn't cross her mind.
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